What is your Steam Name? Vaddy
What is your SteamID? STEAM_0:0:60779538
What is your Discord Name and ID (Example#0000)? vaddy ; ripvaddy
Why were you banned? For calling someone a slur and being an angry asshole.
Why do you think your appeal should be accepted?
I’m writing this appeal to take responsibility for my actions and formally apologize for my behavior that led to my permanent ban. I understand that I crossed the line by using a slur and engaging in massing, and I regret that my actions contributed to a negative environment on the server.
To be upfront, I had been feeling frustrated due to what I perceived as inconsistent rule enforcement and being timed out multiple times without clear reasoning. On the day of my ban, I made a joke calling Prof a rat—something I meant as harmless, considering that staff, by nature, have to enforce rules. I also referred to him as an “internet jannie,” which, while not intended to be malicious, was taken poorly. From my perspective, it felt like I was being targeted, as rules that aren’t usually enforced were suddenly applied to me. At the same time, some members of the staff were egging me on, encouraging me to “crash out,” which only fueled my frustration.
That being said, none of this justifies my actions. No matter how I felt about the situation, I let my frustration get the better of me, and I reacted in a way that was completely inappropriate. Using a slur and engaging in massing was out of line, and I understand that this behavior not only violated the server’s rules but also made the community a worse place for everyone involved.
I recognize that my actions were unacceptable, and I take full responsibility for them. I want to apologize to the staff and anyone else who was affected by my words and behavior. It was never my intention to create hostility or make anyone feel targeted. Moving forward, I am committed to handling situations more maturely, respecting the rules, and not allowing personal frustration to dictate my actions.
I understand that trust isn’t rebuilt overnight, but I hope that this appeal can at least open the door for a second chance. If given the opportunity to return, I will make sure to conduct myself in a way that aligns with the expectations of the community.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate your consideration.